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TP3: The Algorithm

by the Trash Pile

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The algorithm Has seen my face My name is Dripping from its mouth Consuming information Shadow puppet animation It knows where I am It knows where I’ve been It knows what I’m doing The machines are dreaming Of imprisoning No longer silent in marriage The desire driven out The counterfactuals quiet I’ve lived the simulated life The counterfactuals quiet I’ve recycled all these lies I’m not listening to the droning machinery Nothing corrodes like what’s within I’m not listening to the name erasing beast Nothing destroys like... I stopped listening to the cognitive dissonance In the recesses of my brain Reformatting the algorithm Over and over again Silent ideation is stronger Silent prayers to prolong it I’m not listening to the droning machinery Nothing corrodes like what’s within I’m not listening to the name erasing beast Nothing destroys like It knows where I am It knows where I’ve been It knows what I’m doing I’m not listening to the droning machinery Nothing corrodes like what’s within I’m not listening to the name erasing beast Nothing destroys like...
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Eclipse The multicolored sloths They’ll tip The balancing paradox Break the pulse The eclectic source Sweet enough To go down Who will fund The electric sun A kind among The crowd Pressed An automagic sheen Glossy and crisp They’ll assign you a time to beat
3.
There are books from the 1600s and the 1700s in my grandfather’s study. He keeps them in cages. There is a sulfur-crested cockatoo named Sampson in my grandfather’s study. He sits atop a brass coat rack. The surface of the yellow newspaper underneath undulates stiff, the circles of shit look like fried eggs. My grandfather stands next to the coat rack. He’s looking out the window, the afternoon sun alighting on his cheek. Sampson flips up the feathers on top of his head and steps down onto my grandfather’s shoulder. My grandfather opens the window and Sampson flies out into the branches of a nearby crab-apple. The bird side-steps up the branch, bobbing and squawking. There are at least seven other cockatoos already in the tree, motionless. I crouch and peer tentatively through the wire, which is encased in hardened dust, almost a half inch in diameter. There are three books stacked in the compartment. The spines are faded beige, burgundy, and blue – dust obscures the titles. I lift the trapdoor with care – My grandfather has stepped into a small alcove cut into the shelves. He’s nailing an old wooden painting to the wall – some kind of icon, the face of a saint portrayed in gold and blue paint. His body snaps forward at the waist and he vomits all over the painting and the wall The same exact thing happened yesterday The same thing The same thing
4.
Compliments on your new mirror. Compliments on your reflection. You say that it's a placeholder. I say that I can't stand change. Can’t scrutinize when hypnotized Did you want digital favors? Tell me what form that would take. Email a digital savior. Pray make me a digital slave Can’t analyze when pacified And in need of a guide
5.
So I just flat out stopped sleeping. no more coffee-morning-water-cooler conversations with my coworkers, no more afternoon naps, no more alarm clocks. I just broke it off completely, cold turkey. The stillness at three am is breathtaking. hurts twice as bad at four. punctuated by creaks and whisks, cricket symphonies I lie awake and my eyes cringe, burning with constipated tears. I don’t wake up – it’s just time to get out of bed. push rings on my swollen fingers, splash water on my puffy face I pull bloody tissue away from my nose and admire the damage. The day begins, and I want to live, and oh, what a beautiful mess I’ve inherited.
6.
This was the turn where a large group of us emerged – a rush then a trickle from behind conference room doors. The corridor loomed still clattering as our footsteps narrowed to sounds shattering Puzzling at the sandboxes where the scientists ran Gumby-putty life forms straight up from the firmament. Animatronics Coming out of the spinning gold, Promise to replace our pets and parents with code Rumble rumble “Put your money down. Put your money down.” Rumble rumble “Put your money down. Put your money down.” I marched the youth group through the forest and up the rockslide The kids knew what happened – that she died, she died, she died. From the crown of the talus, A09 cut C05’s hair the others were scrambling for lightning bugs in the air It was all flickering on and flickering off Flickering on and flickering off The coordinates have been lost
7.
I was lost and then I found Trashcan fires, the trees are bound In rubber bands, the Kids Rough shuffling Hoods up, faces bland Gameboys in their hands Searching the signal Searching the signal I was lost and then I found A girl in red chucks, subway bound She walks away with the map My dead dogs can’t Tracing the perimeter Legs go numb and I’ve lost her We will die intertwined We will die we will die We will die intertwined We will die we will die We will die intertwined We will die we will die Searching Searching
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It works just like a tractor beam drawing me in discovery of the eighth deadly sin This is where fin begins
9.
Wake up pushing the panic button Pores clogged up-all kinds of poison Caffeine can’t clear the notions Use my bones for construction I was born on crutches baby, You’ll have to excuse the limping I’m not the person that you seek Please hold back your savage speech I suffer the soliloquy Of every creature bound in fear So why get a tattoo You’ve already got the bruises I was born on crutches baby You’ll have to excuse the limping Still no one shuts up No one shuts up
10.
Pepsi cans in the closets The beds are full of them Corroded aluminum, Toppled on the shelves. Some exploded. Must have been years ago, Sticky, caramel film on everything. The cats want to bite me, Lick me raw with their rough tongues. Bite through my cuticles Wash my hands with lime juice. I’m waiting for my mom to angel. When illuminated, She will make My dreams come true. She will make all my dreams come true
11.
Found the token that had crash-landed Caress the surface until expansion Behold the blinding golden totem And now we’re all 100 years older Now that culture’s accelerated Buried evidence of creation The land is neglected Our skin reflective Ritual rejected Our skin reflective Behold behold
12.
All the fantasies have failed The simulation turned stale The restrictions will not be lifted The avatar remains deficient Was it all a dream? Was it all a dream? Yes but What’s not a dream? What’s not a dream? Walking animatronics in the park Beds of comatose bodies in the dark All the fantasies have failed The simulation turned stale Was it all dream? Was it all a dream? I don’t know man You tell me

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released November 19, 2021

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